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Why am I feeling this. Why am I insist of loving her. Do I really know what am I doing. Am I choosing the right path….I love her so much…..But why I feel like I’m losing her, I don’t know if I had the chance to bring our relationship back again…. I always try to avoid her w/o knowing it. But I can’t turn back. I don’t know where I’ll start. I don’t know where my heart will lead me, but I’m hoping that our relationship comes back, before I give up. I’m afraid of that day comes.

Yesterday, I’ve dreamed about the girl that I love last 5 months ago….I’ve dreamed that we will be together….and then I woke up after that dream…..And then I realize that It was a dream…..But for me, it’s not only a dream…..Because that dream reminds me about her…….I want to see her in personal again. I want to see her smile at me. I want to hear her voice. I feel that there’s something missing on me…..I wish that she will come back here…..If I could turn back time, I will do it just to be with you…..

August 24

I’ve walked in Sacred Heart Village with my schoolmates and classmate. While walking, I suddenly stop and said this to Allan, "Allan, liligawan mo ba sya?". I don’t know why i said that to him, it comes up in my stupid mind. And then he said "Ikaw liligawan mo ba?" and then I’ve replied "D ko kyang gawin un, cguradong dedz agad ako", then Angeli said to us "Strikto parents nya kya hindi pde". Then after the conversation. I went home late, then I remember the girl that I love also. She’s a 3rd Yr student of MCS. I’m thinking of my happy memories of her……I’m thinking also if she remember those happy memories…….And now I’m thinking how could i love 2 persons, I don’t what to do……….